Danielle Mckinney, Mercy (detail), featured in AGNI 103

Barbie Chang Should Have Seen

Barbie Chang should have seen
xxxxx the signs should

have noticed the signs in the street
that were backwards

that were in a different language
should have noticed

the people hiding behind trees in front
of her mother’s house

her mother catching her breath after
a shower little pieces of

death that fell off of her like dust
for two years the car

never moved then her body hardly
moved out of the bed

death is fragmented is not a noun but
a verb its movements

are invisible Barbie Chang visited each
day with her wagon of

food guns ready to shoot the dragons
under the bed to shoot

the dementia out of her father’s head
she should have

seen the signs but was busy tending to
her children sleeping

with both eyes closed she was tired of
her mother tired of her

anger toward her father tired of her
father’s weather

his errors tired of their errands tired
of her lungs and their

refusal to open why do we kill flowers
for a funeral when there

is already so much death fifty people
came all the people

who never visited who never saw her
fill canisters with air

the hospice notebook said 7:14 can’t
breathe_ then 7:34 last

breath Barbie Chang never saw her take
her second-to-last breath

never saw her wait twenty seconds wait
for Barbie Chang to come

see her wait for Barbie Chang to punch
holes in her lungs

Barbie Chang couldn’t find the hole puncher
wanted to punch herself for

not singing to her for not medicating her
father for not believing her

mother about her father for not combining
the word death with an

object for thinking death is something
within itself something

containable like an eyeball is it better
for leaves to stay on

or fall off where were all the people where
was Barbie Chang when she

took one more breath when she blew
out her last wrath

Published: | Online 2016

Victoria Chang

Victoria Chang’s most recent poetry collections are Tree of Knowledge (Farrar, Straus and Giroux, forthcoming 2026) and With My Back to the World (FSG, 2024). The latter was a finalist for the Kingsley Tufts Poetry Award and the PEN/Jean Stein Book Award and won the Forward Prize. An earlier collection, OBIT (Copper Canyon Press, 2020), was longlisted for the National Book Award and was named a finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award and the Griffin International Poetry Prize. Chang has also received a Guggenheim Fellowship, a National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship, and the Chowdhury Prize in Literature. She is the Bourne Chair in Poetry at Georgia Tech and director of Poetry@Tech. You can find her at www.victoriachangpoet.com. (updated 4/2026)

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